Because I am LOVE..

The phases of loving oneself and loving men or women are the same. In the beginning in love there’s: “.. I met her, I met him, he is all I wanted, she is an angel. I am love. I will see with bright positive eyes and send love to people to find themselves.” At the end of the ‘falling in love’ – in the new stage exam – she is like ‘all women want the same’, he is like ‘all men and the exes were like that’, so why was I to believe he was different. And what if I am a positive, gentle angel, the earth is a cold place, people are takers, I am different and they do not understand me only I suffer with this love… And then – I love it, I love it because it makes me feel this way, so i know he’s ‘this and this’ and he’s typical ‘this and this’ but I can’t dislike her because she makes me feel different, just her, just him .. i stay because I’m home .. I know this is me.. People, I woke up – I am bad too, not everything is beautiful and my souls have names … I am already free and I will not be so patient and compassionate about everything I do because I am love. I’m angry … But I am and that’s exactly what I love so I chose because of the way I feel like … I love because I am, I love you because you are and that’s just enough for me … What was the purpose of this whole ‘circus’ and all these books, when I saw everything I knew in the beginning – how much I get lost and how much I love myself, how far I am from angels and how much my angels envy me … Well, different books and scriptures at different times of the writer, different idealistic love or different attitude in finding the only “ME” Just the same for all of us … I just don’t understand why this whole stump is needed …